One Word...

One Word

That best describe me now...

Is hard to find bcuz

The amount of pain u given me...

Will cause me to be hurt

for at least a short period of time...

By the time i am all over about this

I'll be too afraid to love anymore

Bcuz of the wat u did...

I will never forget the way u treated me...

But i am stil wondering,

why tell me at the beginning,

when u weren't ready to commit..

U left me wondering

all that has happen,

without any answer to comfort myself...

Tell me wat do u expect me to do?

When i fell,

no one picked me up...

When i finally stand up,

the pain was stil there...

So now wat's the best word to describe myself?

"Crushed"

If...

If a vegetarian eats only vege...

Wat does a humanitarian eat?

~THE MAN~

VBS!!!!

For the past whole week i was reli exhausted staying in church!!
Imagine working 20 hours a day and only getting to sleep for 3 hours and 30 minutes....

(if u're figuring out what happened to the 30 minutes, i used it in the toilet to shower...)

It was tiring but i rather enjoyed it seeing kids dancing, shouting, playing and also eating..

I was a helper so i had to take care of a group and bcum their group leader...

I was in RED group..

There was this boy by the name of Joshua Lim in my group and i was rather afraid of him bcuz i was told he was consider a "special child" and a very hyperactive boy!

But to me, he was juz normal and very very cute!!

During this stay in church, i learned how to play Taboo, ping pong, uno stacko, mad magazine and also twister!

On thursday nite, we had buffet appreciation dinner at Dorsett Hotel...

The only thing i know how to eat at this buffet dinner was OYSTER!

The teacher who brought us there said,"It's all worth it if u eat many oysters"

So i did!

I ate 10 of them even though it might not taste that nice, it's expensive!

After the dinner, we went to play bowling in times square!

When we reached there, it was like 10.30 and shops were all closed!

I thot we had wasted our energy walking from Dorsett to Times Square...

Thank God it was stil open and i won the first game!

My score was 115 and the second game i lost, my score was 102!

Not bad for a person who hasnt touched a bowling ball since 8 months ago!

This year my group won!

All the children in my group is very good boy and good gal wan!

Love Them Very Much!

Especialy Joshua Lim!

Besides good memories there is of cuz bad ones as well...

I wanted to take Joshua's photo today which was the last day and my camera's battery was exhausted!!! I was like OMG!!!!!

Another thing that bothers me is that the other boys who also stayed in church was very hamsap! Raping!!! Molesting!!!

No matter wat...

I stil returned home stil being a virgin! LoL!

K la, thats all i gotta say...

Bye!

tHe mAn....

Happy Birthday Uncle!

Yesterday i went to this restaurant called HALIA and it was kinda nice..

It was to celebrate my uncle's birthday!!

Its located in the Sime Darby Convention Centre in dunno where...

The food here is kinda delicious cuz this place is famous for their BabiQ stuff..

We were served different varieties of meat EXCEPT PORK cuz this place is halal...

I think if any vegetarian who comes to this stall, they hav nothing else to eat cuz most of the stuff here is meat except for bread la...

Let's talk less and show more k...!

this is me wit sumtin called the chocolate "fondu"(me duno how to spell it)

now this is me wit my grandma and err...my sister?? LoL!

this is me wit the man at the moment....My Uncle who turned 70 this week!

(how about a round of applause?)

Now let's introduce my sweetheart...i mean my mum! ^^

k la, that's all from me from this post...i know im kinda like wat people are often using nowadays, a camwhore or sumtin la....wadeva it is, i wun be blogging for a week cuz i will be away in a camp in church for a week till next friday...so sad la...no comp....haih...!

Bye Bye!

THE MAN

Can my life be any better??

Today has been a boring day or rather a meaningless day for me...
I skipped my english class today cuz i rather watch liverpool's match from 3.40am till 5.50am...
Im so upset wit Liverpool for losing when i woke up in the middle of the night juz to watch them lose the game...
Yes, liverpool lost again to the same club that beaten us twice this season..
I wish i cud go back to the past and continued my sleep cuz my mum actually was willing to giv me RM30 and my favourite char siew pao in the morning,

only IF i wud hav gone for my english class today!!!

Haih!! Wasted!!
Dun consider that as "rasuah" k, cuz every morning i usually get my char siew pao if i go for this english class and RM30 is actually my weekly pocket money which she stil dint give me yet...

After waking up in the morning, i onlined the whole day expecting

"someone" to be online which that "someone" wasnt...

it makes me feel kinda sad!

Nevertheless, i shud always thank God and always look at the positive side of things...
For Example:~

Liverpool only lost in the league cup!

or

RM30 isnt much!

or

Char Siew Pao stall might not be open today...

or

I can stil see her online another day!

or

I'm not dumb, but I'm juz plain stupid!!!

Love,

It makes me realize something reli important

that it doesnt always go the way u want it and

sometimes it takes a whole lot of sacrifices to succeed in it

and the winner is often the one who is willing to sacrifice the most...

Wat else to say??

Err...

Im stil waiting for her to tell me sumtin(even if it isnt going my way)

Cuz i know, its better to know the truth than to hide it....

I dunno if it hurts u but it definitely hurts me in the inside for not knowing the whole truth...

cuz..

and

i know sooner or later,

and u know that

By:~{~tHe mAn~}

Life sucks after skewl!

Why skewl is over so quickly when the mood of merdeka after PMR is only getting started??

Haih....!

English classes are killing me!!!
Waking up at 6 am(cuz my sista stil got skewl...) and then attend this class is definitely not my ideal of learning...
Im wondering where's my freedom after PMR?? Why do i stil need to study??
Well, if next year i return to skewl speaking english "British" style, it will all be worth it..^^
But for now, trying to tell myself that it will all pay off once i speak English fluently!
Till then, im stil hating the English Classes!!!

Another thing that is bothering me is the fact that skewl is over, no more PE lessons, and im starting to get...

FATTER!

Argh!! Hate it when i talk about this cuz it isnt sumtin im proud of...

Well, i wun tell u my weight at the moment cuz its juz out of the so call "average" weight...

Today was my uncle's birthday so as usual my grandma will cook lots of good food

(which deserves a 5 star rating)

Sometimes i wonder whether i can practise self control or not...

The moment the food is served on the dinner table, my hands juz cant stop scooping all those delicious food onto my plate and at the end, it all ends up in my stomach...

So, if u're my close frens or viewers of this blog, please give me some opinion to lose this weight of mine cuz i dun wan to look ugly in public!

(please dun giv me s2pid ideas like changing my grandma wit urs) swt!!

That's all from me today, this is the first time i dint talk about love cuz no mood mah..

Tataz!

~THE MAN~

Lyrics Of Jenny By Click 5

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.

Says she adores me and then ignores me.

Jenny, what's the problem?

She keeps her distance and sits on fences.

Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?

You leave me hanging on the line.

Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny.

You got me on my knees.

Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space.

She's playing mind games.

Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.

Jenny, what's the problem?

I'm trying to read between the lines.

You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny.

You got me on my knees. Jenny, it's killing me.

It's killing me. It's killing me.

Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.

Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.

Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

Well, it sucks being me at the moment...

Wit no one to talk to about my so call "troubles"...

That's life isnt it?

~THE MAN~