What's Life Without Love??

So bored!

2010-01-29T18:20:00.000-08:00

This year has been the worst year i have been in...
Failing subjects seems to be so 'natural' nowadays!!!XD
I currently kinda hav mixed feeling about life...
Maybe cuz i have some happy moments and some moments which i dint wish it happened...:)
I hav no idea wat im saying!!! Haha!
At the moment im taking my UnDaNg!!! So happy!!!
Hopefully u will be more aware once i get to DRIVE!!!:P
My parents are in bangkok at the moment which means im free at home!:D
Watching a korean drama call 'Boys Over Flowers'!! Which is absolutely awesome!! Trust me!:)
I think that's about it from me as i dunno wat else to crap about...XD
Bye!

i love life at the moment!

2009-09-16T06:14:00.001-07:00

Nowadays my life seems to be fun;playing cards and enjoying the way im playin basketball is somehow please to me...=)
My frens who are around me, are all havin a fun time together and that's somethin i love to have around me...
Tomorrow im skipping skewl and im happy to do it....cuz tomorrow morning i will be waking up early to watch my favourite team in action...
Well im basically crapping to make my post look longer...=D
I hav got a nice gf which im proud to talk about...
And i hope she's the one and onli ga i hav been looking for in my life...
The main reason i wrote this blog is bcuz i wan considered dump by a gal whom i describe her as evil and cruel....
But now i hav a found a new one and i think she's the one for me!
I love her very much!
Some ppl might think im writting this to please my gf but she doesnt even know tat i hav this blog...
K, that's it for now...
Will try to blog more often in the future!
Cant wait to work in starbucks again when skewl holidays start to begin at end of the year!

life at the moment...

2009-04-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

This year there are many ups and downs..
i dunno why im updating my blog but since im free, i might as well juz update it..
this week i wasnt feeling too happy about myself..
not able to win any gold medal for my sports day definately is one of the main cause of it
i think the main reason is also bcuz of my arrogance and im reli sad about myself
for my love life, well it isnt goin so well...
nowadays im getting easily emotional and maybe jealous at times
i dunno why everytime i sms wit her, it almosts seems like an argument is about to follow up next..
times i feel like crying after smsing wit her
my heart is hurting and i dunno wat to do...
all im reli asking now is that i can keep my emotional intact so that i wun let my bad side shown out to ppl..
i dunno wat is happening to me nowadays...
not paying attention in school, failing subjects..
im disappointed wit myself for being wat i m nowadays!
Lord, i pray that u help me to not be wat i m now...
times i feel like crying i hope u will put back the smile onto my face so that i can live a happy life from now onwards... Amen!

Sometimes i wonder..

2009-02-17T03:48:00.000-08:00

How cud a person be so unhappy with so many things that he cud wish for?
Why life was so difficult for him to live?
Last thursday i had a SEA FORENSICS in International School Kuala Lumpur...
The result was freaking bad..
We lost in all the categories which we participated in...
No one manage to get to the next round...
My partner for debate, brandon and I lost four out of four..
Anyway, i feel proud of myself and my partner who only manage to prepare the speech on the day before...
The topic was:-

"Is it morally permissible to kill one innocent life to save many other innocent lifes"

At the end, i believe this resolution shud juz hav ask both sides of ppl to just GO DIE!

No use debating it anymore!

Haih!

Oh yea, im picked for the Under18 basketball skewl team!

Hopefully this year we will repeat the victory from last year!

That's my hope! My dream!

The tournament will be next week!

So wish me good luck!

I also wana say nowadays i feel kinda sad cuz i also dunno why..

Life seems meaningless to me nowadays

Dunno wat im missing from life...

Anyway that's it from me from this post

Hopefully i can get better after this!

Bye!

The Man

2009-02-04T04:55:00.000-08:00

Too busy wit life at the moment...
So will be abandoning this blog for the moment..
Hope to be back as soon as possible

it's the holidays!

2009-01-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

Finally it's CNY!
Im so happy that nothing can express my feelings!
Last day of skul:

Had CNY celebration in skul which i dint participate

Was in the class "guarding" the food!

"I ate the whole can of pringles in class when every1 wasnt around! Yummy!"

Then after that, went for religion meeting which was absolutely "BORING"!

They were talking about a turkey and an eagle and telling us about why we shud be an eagle and not a turkey...ZZzzZZZzzZZ!

Then we left skewl to BK to celebrate chan's birthday..

It was very fun chatting around wit all my good frens

Went to times square after that wit my good frens except for one of them..

We went to the MOI cafe to play computer game..

And i was the lone ranger with my frens there cuz they only played dota and i dint know how to play at all...

I onli know how to play sports game and shooting MUMMIES game..

Then we went shopping but i dint buy anything cuz according to my mum i hav too many clothes!

Haih!

Stil im goin to buy next week wit my frens again after i receive all my angpaos!

Today:

Woke up early morning then online till 12 plus..

After that, i went to church for our usual teen activities...

Very boring wan!

Then at nite, went to Jaya Jusco juz to buy my pen..

Tomorrow:

Having meals wit both my father and mother side+ church in the morning!

That's all!

(THE MAN)

Another week to learn from..

2009-01-22T03:39:00.000-08:00

Well this week, im getting more unfortunate cuz of a few things...
Firstly, many many homeworks given that is not completed cuz me to get punished...
Secondly, during chemistry, the test tube broke when my fren was juz stirring it with a thermometer...
Had to pay 2 bucks for it!
Then basketball lost today...
It's not like wat i expected...
Went there wit lots of confidence but we cudnt do anything to stop them..
Onli scored 12 points of the 47 points we scored..
Wish i cud hav done more...
Stil there's lot to be improved so hav to reli work hard...
Tomolo CNY celebration in St John's
Hopefully our class teacher is not like the previous wan cuz the previous wan took home most of the food on the table in a basket!
I wonder wat kind of human does that?
Pure Selfish!
Nowadays i reli feel very tired at nite..
The girl i often sms every nite was leaving for korea yesterday midnight
And guess wat, i fell asleep half way smsing her when she was in the airport!
So this week, i decided i will improve in everything..
Will be doing push ups at home during CNY...
take supper out of the meals i hav in a day
Do finish my holidays homework immediatly so i can enjoy my holiday to the max!
That will be my CNY resolution!
Hopefully it will work!

Bye for now!
The Man~~~

As days go by...

2009-01-19T03:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i was reli busy till i dint online or blog...

So today i return by posting two post...

Yesterday i was at home doing an english essay on Thank You Teachers and i started at 7 and finished at 10.30pm..

Had to do 500 words and above

The bad part of this essay is that i hav nothing to say due to....

Hrmm...how do i say this...

Basically i dun reli like teachers la..
So how m i expected to write so much?!!

Screw my english teacher! Grr!

Next i wana show u a pic on my pmr result day which was taken by my ex classmate aaron..

__________________________________

From left:Marc Hon(smartest in my skewl aka "Honny")XD, then its me(so proud of my result!), next is brandon(the person who bullies me in class), Hezron(he is one of the smartest in the school as well) and the next two is two of my closest frens in skewl Jia Wing and Julian(future nba players wit me!), then at the bottom Kogula aka black sugar(in white) and last but not least Woo aka lala!

That's all i gotta say from this post...

And cheng lim, if u view my blog, leave a comment la, tiu!

Dun be a pondan and juz leave k!

Tha Man

Never Had A Dream Come True

2009-01-19T03:10:00.000-08:00

Ooh...
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Chorus
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know
(I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering
(or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
Chorus
A part of me will always be with you...

The Man

What a stay!

2009-01-17T04:32:00.001-08:00

Yesterday i overnite at times square hotel! WOOHOO!
It was totally awesome!
My parents had three free rooms so my dad decided to use it and hav a so call 'family outing'
I invited my fren, Ian as well cuz i had the whole room by myself...
We checked in at four and we went straight for swimming!
The water was so so cold and i even caught a cold...
U wana know how cold?
Try showering after waking up in the morning from ur air conditioned room and taking a cold shower!
After that, we had a buffet dinner!
And so kebetulan, it was seafood nite!
Well, i love seafood especially OYSTER!
Ate 10 of it before my bro's fren told me that eating too much of it ur stomach will get diarrhoea and i was like, OMG! Reli?
After that enjoyable dinner, we went to play pool+bowling in the bowling alley..
It was fun even though i dint win la the pool game.. :)
Then later returned to the hotel room and played a board game called risk wit my fren and my younger sis..
And the winner was me! ....(we played finish at 2am in the morning!! Hehe!)
And guess wat time we woke up in the morning?
6.30am!
Cud u bliv it?
My fren wanted to go swimming again and this time is no different cuz the water is stil super duper cold!!!
Then had buffet breakfast...
Then played pool again and also went to the cc in times square!
Shhh!
Dun tell my parents ya!
They wudnt like it if they knew! =)
That's about it la..
We checked out at 2..
I reli feel exhausted after this trip but i think it's worth goin la..
Now back at home hav to finish so many crazy essays...
BM and English hav to do an essay wit the topic of Thank You Teacher and Terima Kasih Cikgu!
Pass up on monday..
That's not the hardest part cuz this essay needs minimum 500 words so since i hate teachers it makes it even harder! =)
Juz kidding la...
Some more got 2 add maths which sounds easy but the formula is two pages long and that already squeezing every bit of my brain to use...
I wonder wat was the person who created add maths thinking?
He is giving students headache for even one short equation...
Why cant 1+1 be 1?
And 2+2 be 2?
Make it easy and simple mah!
Oh ya, on friday, my english teacher asked us to do an impromt2 speech in class...
I did about Bill Gates..
One of my gay fren wanted to bcum Tyra Banks!
Why?
Bcuz she's hot! She helps the poor! WTF!!!
LoL!
Then my other fren who is not gay, wanted to be Martin Luther King!
Why?
Bcuz he's is the first american black guy that supported the blacks!
Go! Go! Go!
Then one dumb classmate of mine, went in front and told teacher that he wanted to bcum the next Headmaster of St John's Institution!
Why?
Bcuz he believes he can pronounce words better than him!
Dumb reason rite?
But it's kinda true also la cuz my principal cant even pronounce the word "loitering"properly!
"Students are not allowed to "loister" around the skewl!"
Anyway, wat has past has past!
No use remembering the things behind us!
That's all for today!
I dun think anyone blogs as much as i do in one post!
Bye and nitez!
The Man....

A Little Too Not Over You Lyrics:

2009-01-15T03:48:00.000-08:00

Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand,
yeah, oohh.. Oohhh, oohhh,
oohhhh.. Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

THE MAN

Nobody is there when i need them....

2009-01-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

My whole body is aching badly now!
Trying to hide it from my parents cuz if i wud hav tell them, i think i wun be allowed to play any sports for a few weeks im guessing...
Oh yea, today i reli got embarrassed by me EST teacher!
Im so fking pissed off at the moment..
I was juz late to class for maybe 10 minutes and this is wat she said...

"Why are u late?"

"Who gav u the permission to go out of the class?"

"So u dun think EST is an important subject?"

"Now i know the attitude of the under15 basketball team"

"U better watch out ya, if not i can take u off the basketball team!"

After that she kept on looking thruout the whole period at me as if she has not embarrassed me enuf in front of the whole class....

Haih!!

(A part of Kelly Clarkson's new song "My Life Would Suck Without You")

Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now

Forever united here somehow

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional

I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go

Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now

Forever united here somehow

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

The Man

Miss Independent

2009-01-13T02:34:00.002-08:00

Ooh

It's something about

Just something about

The way she moves

I can't figure it out

There's something

About her

Say ooh

There's something

About kinda women

That want you

But don't need you

HeyI can't figure it out

There's something

About her

Cuz she walk like a boss

Talk like a boss

Manicured nails

To set

The pedicure off

She's fly effortlessly

Cuz she move like a boss

Do what a boss

Dude

She got me thinking

About getting involved

That's the kinda girl

I need

[chorus]

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss Independent

Won't you come

And spend a little time

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Ooh The way ya shine

Miss independent

yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeahhh

Ooh

There's something

About kinda woman

That can do

It for herself

I look at her

And it makes me proud

There's something

About her

There something

Ooh

So sexy

About the kinda women

That don't even

Need my help

She says she got it

She got it

No doubt

There's something

About her

Cuz she work

Like the boss

Play like the boss

Car and a crib

She about

To pay em both off

And her bills

Are paid on time

She made for a boss

Only a boss

Anything less

She's tellin em

To get lost

That's the girl

Thats on my mind

[chorus]

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Won't you come

And spend

A little time

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Ooh The way ya shine

Miss independent

Yeah, yeahhh

Her favorite thing

Is to say

Don't worry

I got it

And everything she got

Best believe

She bought it

She gon steal my heart

Ain't no doubt about it

GirlYour everything

I need

Said your everything

I need

[chorus]

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Wont you come

And spend a little time

She got her own thing

That's why I love her

Miss independent

Ooh the way ya shine

Miss independent

That's why I love her

THE MAN

Feel so lonely at times..

2009-01-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

Skewl hav been reli boring to me for the past one week..
Nevertheless, i will stay strong and study hard for SPM!
=.='
Tomolo got basketball training after skewl and im so looking forward to it!
Trying to get back to my best "form" and "fitness" which is failing me...

Im starting to feel lonely nowadays...
But there's nothing i can do much about it..
Trying to smile even though i might not feel happy,
Trying to act cool even though there's so much trouble lying in front of me...
But i know my God is always there watching over me

This saturday im goin to hav skewl!!!!
Argh!!!
Come mon.....
Our skewl principal is reli not considerate cuz we're juz goin to celebrate my skewl's birthday and it muz be on that day!
Feels like screaming cuz my parents booked three rooms for my family to stay in Berjaya Times Square and now i dun think i can go...
Haih!!
Today his speech was kinda funny cuz he asked us students not to 'loister' around!
Ya, i reli mean 'loister' around...
So one of my teacher saw me walking around and she asked us,"Dint u boys hear our principal's speech? He ask you students not to 'loister' around!"
Basically she was making fun of our principal as well la! Haha!

That's all from me now...
To be honest,
Stil reli miss someone...
Bye!
The Man

Wow! Happy to be back!

2009-01-08T03:09:00.000-08:00

For the past one week, i haven used the internet and it was reli saddening..
I was reli impatient for the internet to get fixed and i reli cudnt wait to blog about my week..
Well, as u know, i was reli happy to receive my 7A's and it was a miracle to be exact...
My skewl had 26 students getting straight A's and it surprised the whole skewl including my parents and not forgetting my ownself to get this result..
So now it has bcum a history but wait....!
I also wana announce something!
I'm currently super duper richer thanks to that result slip!
Let's juz talk about my job and i received a total of RM280 paycheck!
Amazing har?
My grandpa and my tuition center Kasturi is giving RM70 each..
My uncle gav me RM100
My parents is giving me RM700...
So wat do u think PMr means to me?
$$$!
Hehe!
Enuf about money and let's talk about my first few days in skewl..
Let's be truthful, skewl was reli boring!
The subject which makes me wana sleep the most is of cuz the science subjects..
And i also got to experienced to toughness of ADD MATHS!
It started off quite easy and when the teacher wrote a super duper long formula on the white board, our mouth were left wide open!
Now i know why the past year students say that form 3 is kacang putih...

One More Sad Song

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world

Time goes by, secrets rise

One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone

She'd take it back, if she only could

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating

Friend deceives, she leaves

Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye

She walks once more, out that door

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of you

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of you

what can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot see, alone with, alone with,

alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see,

alone with you, alone with me

The Man

PMR results!

2009-01-01T19:38:00.001-08:00

As u all know, PMR results are out and i thank God for givin me those few A's which i never expected to get...
Goin in to that day, i was more excited for the activities or outing after the results being announce...
And at last, the results being announce on stage for those who got 7A's...
And i was like biting off all my fingernails hoping tat my name being announce...
Names after names being mentioned from my class and all of them wasnt there yet at that place, and suddenly MY NAME BEING CALLED OUT to the stage and i was jumping for joy!
I never ever wud hav expected to hav gotten this result!
I was the first to be on the stage by the way!
Thank God for answering my prayer bcuz the nite before when i cudnt sleep, i prayed asking for a good result which He has given to me!
AMEN!
He reli answers prayer!
Wadeva it is, now i stil cant reli use the internet cuz it hasnt been fix at my new house yet..
So that's all from me! Bye!

THE MAN! =D

Oh Starbucks, Starbucks.....!

2008-12-24T05:20:00.000-08:00

Wow! Starbucks is reli cool!
Better than i cud expect!
Working the whole day might seem tiring but to me its all worth it for the $$$!
Hehe!
Today i knew another staff whom i stil dunno how to spell her name...
We two plus Ian went jalan jalan to find for places to eat till we ended up late!
Actually both of them were late except for me...hehe!
Got two gals today who came to refill their water bottle came to starbucks..
I refilled for them and they asked me whether m i a korean or not?
So wat u expect me to answer to this two gals le?
Actually they shud hav admitted that they wanted my hp num and stop asking diff stuff..XD
Im reli happy to get this opportunity to work in starbucks..
Knowing new frens and learning how to make coffee and not poison is definately one experience that all of u shud try!
Anyway, im moving house this saturday!
Reli like that house!
Till then, bye bye!

the man~

Tired after the second day...

2008-12-20T07:00:00.000-08:00

Phew!!
Glad im back home onlining as usual..
Hate it when i hav to work and be busy about so many stuff..
My job as a partner in starbucks was brilliant!
And that was for the first day...
The second day, wit different partners at Front Of The House*(the counter) working alongside me on the second day wasnt as friendly as she cud be...
Makes me so pissed off cuz im juz a trainy...
And she's like asking me do this and that without teaching me much! Haih!
Yesterday was also ADORE concert which was amazing!
Expected 200 ppl there but 360++ attended this christmas concert
Our dance went out juz fine except for one person's error which wasnt really obvious
So i rate it 85%!
Which is consider good...
Tomolo we will hav to do this dance all over again for the last time in church..
Hope it will be better!
Oh yea, shifting house on the 29th
Hoping that a new house will give me a new start to life and a new year!
That's all! Tata!

THE MAN

I Got A Job!

2008-12-15T18:00:00.000-08:00

This thursday, i will be working at Starbucks!
The starbucks im working is in Borders wan...
10am i will be there!
That's the big announcement i wanted to tell everyone!
Dun come and kacau me ya if u see me there!
Bye for now! Stil hav to go to church for dance practise!

T
H

First day after knowing the truth..

2008-12-12T16:04:00.000-08:00

This post will all about wat happened yesterday...
I was in church wit frens practising the dance for the adore concert which is coming up next friday, and it was very tiring cuz at nite i had to stay back for choir practise and i dint eat dinner yesterday due to the limited time...
So yesterday, was the also the first day afer knowing the truth and i juz cudnt bliv wat juz happened to me...
I was in the gallery 1 helping another gal to do the decorations for the adore concert..
There was nothing in that room but only a radio..
She switched it on to flyfm which is the first time hearing to that radio station and i can tell u this, the things im about to tell u next is unbelievable..
Between 3.30pm to 4.40pm..
The radio was playing One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks!
I was like OMG!!
So i told the story about this song to my fren and also the other three songs that she had said in her blog before..
And then suddenly, all three other songs which is Better In Time, Crush, and I Hate This Part all also appeared between that short one hour!
I was like OMG!! OMG!!
Basically, God is playing wit me...
Wud those 4 songs appear when u least want it?
I juz dunno wat to say...
Anyway, trying so hard to forget her...
It stil needs some time no matter wat...
Oh yea, latest news!
Im goin to work in Starbucks next tuesday(earliest la)
So that's it for now...
I also wana invite ppl to go for my church Adore concert!
It's a celebration for Christmas!
It's for teenagers like u and me!
Many many people invited for this event!
It's goin to be big! Or shud i say HUGE!
It's on the 19th December 2009
At Main Sanctuary, Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church
Starting at 7.30pm
Be there! We're expecting about more than 500 youths to be there at this event!
Bye for now!

THE MAN

My Four Days Trip!

2008-12-10T18:58:00.000-08:00

7th December 08

It was my first day trip and i was so excited that i cudnt sleep well tat nite! The bad thing about goin on a trip is tat u hav u wake up early in the morning to gather b4 goin up the bus.. So we left to Alor Setar for our 1st destination and we stopped at Bukit Tambun for our lunch. It was CROWDED! Crowded wit flies! Each and every table there were like flies's habitat and it was so many that i think it cud be more than the amount of my hair! Seriously! So i quickly took all the dishes i wanted and stop caring bout the flies too much but wat i dint expect is tat the toilets were also crowded wit flies! Haih... My 1st day trip started wit a bad note i guess.. After tat, we went to the Padi Museum which is build in 1998 but only opened to public in 2004.. I went to this museum b4 in 2004 when i was having a school camping trip to kedah.. So wadeva tat was there doesnt reli amazed me except for the toilets and the cameras we brought in there which we needed to pay to use.. After tat we took a short journey to a crystal shop located not too far away from there.. Goin there was like a waste of time cuz there's where woman buy and man keep their mouth shut.. So the men decided to go across the road for coffee. I drank italian cappuchino which was delicious! I cudnt bliv how cheap the drinks were when we paid for the drinks.. It cost only 7.60 for 7 cups of drink.. I think if we wud hav drank tat back in KL, it wud easily double tat cost! After tat, we went to Mahathir's house when he was young.. It's open to public.. Unfortunately, when we reach there at 5.30, it was already closed! Wasted our precious time! For dinner, the tour bus brought us to gurney drive. This time its crowded wit the right spesies, HUMANS! This place made me reli pissed off when a hocker stall lady came to our table and juz snatched my stool when i was away buying food... Later after tat, we checked in into our hotel and i got to sleep in the same room wit my grandpa! Not SAME BED ya! Know wats disgusting about my grandpa? He wears his underwear all around the room like a model! Eeew! Not like he has muscles like me to show off.. He makes me wana puke..! Later tat nite, Joy called me and i enjoyed talkin to her on the phone. It ended my day wit a happier note after a terrible first day..

8th December 08

OMG!!! Second day and it began worst than anythin i cud imagine! The buffet breakfast in tat hotel turned out to be a fasting session for me! The food was terrible and can u bliv that it was a 3 star hotel? Haih! After breakfast, we went to Butterfly farm. It was beautiful! Then after tat, we went to Taiping, Perak for seafood lunch. It was much better than the 1st restaurant by miles! After tat, the charcoal factory awaited us! I learned how charcoal were made and i can tell u this, the charcoal we use, takes about a month to complete so do not take charcoal so likely cuz it reli goes thru a hard and long process.. At nite, we ate at a restaurant call Shon Lee. We celebrated my mum and my cousin's birthday. Then late at nite, we visited the night safari which was a waste of money in my point of view.. The reason is bcuz inside, we cant see the animals cuz it was too dark.. So we returned to the hotel and played uno in my parents room wit some of my cousins..

9th December 08

Today, morning breakfast was on our own so we decided to go to an ordinary shop for breakfast.. After tat, we had a photography session at the taiping lake garden.. Then, we rushed down south to cameron highlands.. I slept in the bus and joy talked to me on the phone again.. We visited the rose garden when we reached there and again i dunno how to aprreciate them.. Then we checked in into our stay at a resort.. We had steamboat at nite.. It was super duper extremely spicy! I dislike plain sup wan so i tried the tom yam... Then later, the bus dropped off those who wanted to go pasar malam and drove the rest to the resort for their free time.. Mostly those who dint wana go pasar malam were my cousins cuz we wanted to play uno instead of walking in pasar malam.. We slept late that nite..

10th December 08

Last day of my trip, and i was getting tired. We went to the same restaurant we had dinner for breakfast. After tat, we visited the cactus valley and also the rose garden. We also went to the market there to buy vegetables home. Ppl that goes to cameron highlands will definatly hav to visit where we visited next which was the cameron valley! It was the place where they made tea and also a shop for us to taste their speciality which was "teh".. I dun drink teh wan so i only ate doughnuts there.. Then we went to kampar for lunch. After tat we went to the water spring for swimming. Can boil egg there wan, so u can imagine how hot the water is... There's a lot of different types of pool wit different temperature... I liked it so much! So this is wat i enjoyed the most for this whole trip! Later, we had dinner in Tanjung Malim... Then we reached home after tat!

All i can say is tat i get to know my relatives better especially my cousin, Terence who sat next to me in the bus all the way in tat trip.. If u ask me whether i wud like to go there once again, i will say......Nah!! Not my type of holiday which i wud wana go! Cant wait for the next year trip to another country! This is my mother's side family outing for holiday! We had it since 2005 and i hope next year will be a better and more exciting wan!

Another thing which i wana say is tat, thanks to tat unknown, i finally know the WHOLE TRUTH..i wudnt say i feel very sad at the moment but im well prepared to know this truth..

THE MAN

Truth Reviewed...

2008-12-10T06:01:00.000-08:00

I hav been to so many states in juz 4 days!
It was an amazing experience for the first time!
Kedah, Penang, Perak and Pahang!
I will talk about my trip in my next post, so be patient for now!
Well, as i said before, life stil goes on no matter wat rite?
Since she hav already finally took the courage to tell me, i am please and happy even though it doesnt go my way...
Now, let's move on to my next target! =P
No la, im no playboy like one of my fren..
Me wana concentrate a bit more to my studies cuz i bliv my PMR result is just coming out around the corner..
It's scary to imagine wat i will get if i DUN get my 7A's!
Anyway, i will put my worries aside and enjoy my life till then..
Bye!
Will be back wit info's of my trip on the next blog!

ThE MaN

THe LiTTLe THiNGs...{Colbie Caillat}

2008-12-06T05:12:00.000-08:00

The little things you do to me

are taking me over

I wanna show you

everything inside of me

like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

I'm feeling stuck here

against the pavement

I wanna break free

I wanna make it

closer to your eyes

get your attention

before you pass me by

Back Up Back up

take another chance

don't you mess up mess up

I don't wanna lose you

wake up wake up

this ain't just a thing that you

give up give up

don't you say that I'd be better off

better off sitting by myself wondering

if I'm better off better off without you boy

The little things you do to me

are taking me over

I wanna show you

everything inside of me

like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

I'm feeling stuck hereagainst the pavement

I wanna break free

I wanna make it

closer to your eyes

get your attention

before you pass me by

Back Up Back up

take another chance

don't you mess up mess up

I don't wanna lose you

wake up wake up

this ain't just a thing that you

give up give up

don't you say that I'd be better off

better off sitting by myself wondering

if I'm better off better off without you boy

don't just leave me hanging on

The little things you do to me

are taking me over

I wanna show you

everything inside of me

like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

I'm feeling stuck here

against the pavement

I wanna break free

I wanna make it

closer to your eyes

get your attention

before you pass me by

don't just leave me hanging on

Back Up Back up

take another chance

don't you mess up mess up

I don't wanna lose you

wake up wake up

this ain't just a thing that you

give up give up

don't you say that I'd be

don't just leave me hanging on

~the Man~

All I Got To Say Is....

2008-12-05T17:17:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wonder why this is all happening to me...
Im trying to forget the past
but my past always gets into the future again...
Does this mean, my past will never be a new past?
And my future will never be a new future?
It's going to repeat all over again...
I do not know why,
even knowing her for only less than 4 days or so...
My mind keeps thinking of her every single day...
I wonder wat's going on?!
All i wana know now is that,
Wat's the problem between the both of us?
If u're angry at me, why dun u juz say it?
If u're not then, why are u avoiding me?
I juz dun understand why this is so complicated...
It cud be as simple as 1, 2 ,3
But we are making it so hard to understand each other...
Hav i ever appear on ur mind, i wonder...
Or is this juz always me and there was never you?

Well, this will be my last post before i go for my trip to Alor Setar...
Unknowns, if u're viewing my blog, tell me something i need to know which i dun at the moment...
Im so sorry for my frens comment to u
Cuz they are my frens, trying to help me
and i bliv that's wat frens are for...
Juz forgive them la,
jw is very playful and maybe desperate i think...!
But for that dota noob guy,
im kinda speechless when he ignored my instructions..
So for now, i will be hoping to see ur comments later this evening...
All that i hav juz said, comes from the bottom of my heart
Later i will be goin to celebrate my mum's birthday which is today!
It will be at Lucky Sin restaurant..
This is where i met her be coincident after the concert that day...
So that's all from me and bye for now!

~{THE MAN}~

life goes on...

2008-12-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

WooHoo!
This sunday i will be going to Alor Setar!
I wonder wat's there famous for le?
Hmmm....
The last time i went there i nearly got swept away by tsunami!
Unbelievable rite?
But that was the past and life still goes on...
I will be back on wednesday so miss me when im gone ya!
I hav been practising a hip hop dance in church recently taught by a girl and its tough!

Long time i dint blog about my love life cuz i wanted to stop thinking about it for the moment...
But the two unknowns actually in a way encourage me to talk about it...
Firstly, i wana say is that i dun hav any intention trying to harass her like the 2 unknowns hav said..
I stil visit her blog everytime i use the comp and i do not reli know who she is talking about in her blog
All i know is that she often get pissed off and sad but i stil dunno why and who is causing it...
I dun mind if it's thanks to me cuz atleast i know she's feeling like that bcuz of me..
Now, all i can possibly do now is nothing...
If u think i dun feel sad about it then u 2 unknowns muz be wrong!
I admit i stil like her but this relationship between us is getting real cold..
Maybe there wasnt even a relationship or a friendship between the both of us..
If u 2 unknowns got better suggestion on wat i can do, then u two shud help me cuz im out of ideas edi..
So that's all i got to say
And i know u 2 unknowns think im the bad guy here but i think u 2 are wrong..
No matter wat, life stil goes on...

~[THE MAN]~

2008-12-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

Sori to those who views my blog,

(if there's any)

nowadays im kinda lazy to blog

and

busy for christmas...

im in a choir

and also

a dance

during

The ADORE 2008!

Let me further explain wat is ADORE 2008

~its a christmas concert celebration

~for youth

~held at KL Baptist Church

~19th December

~lots and lots of church invited for this event

Ask me for further info if interested!

That's all from me now

Hope u guys are interested to go!

~the man

One Word...

2008-11-25T03:42:00.000-08:00

One Word

That best describe me now...

Is hard to find bcuz

The amount of pain u given me...

Will cause me to be hurt

for at least a short period of time...

By the time i am all over about this

I'll be too afraid to love anymore

Bcuz of the wat u did...

I will never forget the way u treated me...

But i am stil wondering,

why tell me at the beginning,

when u weren't ready to commit..

U left me wondering

all that has happen,

without any answer to comfort myself...

Tell me wat do u expect me to do?

When i fell,

no one picked me up...

When i finally stand up,

the pain was stil there...

So now wat's the best word to describe myself?

"Crushed"

If...

2008-11-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

If a vegetarian eats only vege...

Wat does a humanitarian eat?

~THE MAN~

VBS!!!!

2008-11-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

For the past whole week i was reli exhausted staying in church!!
Imagine working 20 hours a day and only getting to sleep for 3 hours and 30 minutes....

(if u're figuring out what happened to the 30 minutes, i used it in the toilet to shower...)

It was tiring but i rather enjoyed it seeing kids dancing, shouting, playing and also eating..

I was a helper so i had to take care of a group and bcum their group leader...

I was in RED group..

There was this boy by the name of Joshua Lim in my group and i was rather afraid of him bcuz i was told he was consider a "special child" and a very hyperactive boy!

But to me, he was juz normal and very very cute!!

During this stay in church, i learned how to play Taboo, ping pong, uno stacko, mad magazine and also twister!

On thursday nite, we had buffet appreciation dinner at Dorsett Hotel...

The only thing i know how to eat at this buffet dinner was OYSTER!

The teacher who brought us there said,"It's all worth it if u eat many oysters"

So i did!

I ate 10 of them even though it might not taste that nice, it's expensive!

After the dinner, we went to play bowling in times square!

When we reached there, it was like 10.30 and shops were all closed!

I thot we had wasted our energy walking from Dorsett to Times Square...

Thank God it was stil open and i won the first game!

My score was 115 and the second game i lost, my score was 102!

Not bad for a person who hasnt touched a bowling ball since 8 months ago!

This year my group won!

All the children in my group is very good boy and good gal wan!

Love Them Very Much!

Especialy Joshua Lim!

Besides good memories there is of cuz bad ones as well...

I wanted to take Joshua's photo today which was the last day and my camera's battery was exhausted!!! I was like OMG!!!!!

Another thing that bothers me is that the other boys who also stayed in church was very hamsap! Raping!!! Molesting!!!

No matter wat...

I stil returned home stil being a virgin! LoL!

K la, thats all i gotta say...

Bye!

tHe mAn....

Happy Birthday Uncle!

2008-11-15T04:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to this restaurant called HALIA and it was kinda nice..

It was to celebrate my uncle's birthday!!

Its located in the Sime Darby Convention Centre in dunno where...

The food here is kinda delicious cuz this place is famous for their BabiQ stuff..

We were served different varieties of meat EXCEPT PORK cuz this place is halal...

I think if any vegetarian who comes to this stall, they hav nothing else to eat cuz most of the stuff here is meat except for bread la...

Let's talk less and show more k...!

this is me wit sumtin called the chocolate "fondu"(me duno how to spell it)

now this is me wit my grandma and err...my sister?? LoL!

this is me wit the man at the moment....My Uncle who turned 70 this week!

(how about a round of applause?)

Now let's introduce my sweetheart...i mean my mum! ^^

k la, that's all from me from this post...i know im kinda like wat people are often using nowadays, a camwhore or sumtin la....wadeva it is, i wun be blogging for a week cuz i will be away in a camp in church for a week till next friday...so sad la...no comp....haih...!

Bye Bye!

THE MAN

Can my life be any better??

2008-11-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

Today has been a boring day or rather a meaningless day for me...
I skipped my english class today cuz i rather watch liverpool's match from 3.40am till 5.50am...
Im so upset wit Liverpool for losing when i woke up in the middle of the night juz to watch them lose the game...
Yes, liverpool lost again to the same club that beaten us twice this season..
I wish i cud go back to the past and continued my sleep cuz my mum actually was willing to giv me RM30 and my favourite char siew pao in the morning,

only IF i wud hav gone for my english class today!!!

Haih!! Wasted!!
Dun consider that as "rasuah" k, cuz every morning i usually get my char siew pao if i go for this english class and RM30 is actually my weekly pocket money which she stil dint give me yet...

After waking up in the morning, i onlined the whole day expecting

"someone" to be online which that "someone" wasnt...

it makes me feel kinda sad!

Nevertheless, i shud always thank God and always look at the positive side of things...
For Example:~

Liverpool only lost in the league cup!

RM30 isnt much!

Char Siew Pao stall might not be open today...

I can stil see her online another day!

I'm not dumb, but I'm juz plain stupid!!!

Love,

It makes me realize something reli important

that it doesnt always go the way u want it and

sometimes it takes a whole lot of sacrifices to succeed in it

and the winner is often the one who is willing to sacrifice the most...

Wat else to say??

Err...

Im stil waiting for her to tell me sumtin(even if it isnt going my way)

Cuz i know, its better to know the truth than to hide it....

I dunno if it hurts u but it definitely hurts me in the inside for not knowing the whole truth...

cuz..

and

i know sooner or later,

and u know that

By:~{~tHe mAn~}

Life sucks after skewl!

2008-11-11T04:01:00.000-08:00

Why skewl is over so quickly when the mood of merdeka after PMR is only getting started??

Haih....!

English classes are killing me!!!
Waking up at 6 am(cuz my sista stil got skewl...) and then attend this class is definitely not my ideal of learning...
Im wondering where's my freedom after PMR?? Why do i stil need to study??
Well, if next year i return to skewl speaking english "British" style, it will all be worth it..^^
But for now, trying to tell myself that it will all pay off once i speak English fluently!
Till then, im stil hating the English Classes!!!

Another thing that is bothering me is the fact that skewl is over, no more PE lessons, and im starting to get...

FATTER!

Argh!! Hate it when i talk about this cuz it isnt sumtin im proud of...

Well, i wun tell u my weight at the moment cuz its juz out of the so call "average" weight...

Today was my uncle's birthday so as usual my grandma will cook lots of good food

(which deserves a 5 star rating)

Sometimes i wonder whether i can practise self control or not...

The moment the food is served on the dinner table, my hands juz cant stop scooping all those delicious food onto my plate and at the end, it all ends up in my stomach...

So, if u're my close frens or viewers of this blog, please give me some opinion to lose this weight of mine cuz i dun wan to look ugly in public!

(please dun giv me s2pid ideas like changing my grandma wit urs) swt!!

That's all from me today, this is the first time i dint talk about love cuz no mood mah..

Tataz!

~THE MAN~

2008-11-10T03:40:00.000-08:00

Lyrics Of Jenny By Click 5

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.

Says she adores me and then ignores me.

Jenny, what's the problem?

She keeps her distance and sits on fences.

Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?

You leave me hanging on the line.

Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny.

You got me on my knees.

Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space.

She's playing mind games.

Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.

Jenny, what's the problem?

I'm trying to read between the lines.

You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny.

You got me on my knees. Jenny, it's killing me.

It's killing me. It's killing me.

Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.

Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

We're standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.

Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

Well, it sucks being me at the moment...

Wit no one to talk to about my so call "troubles"...

That's life isnt it?

~THE MAN~

Words to comfort myself..

2008-11-09T22:03:00.000-08:00

This week has ups and many downs for me...
I wish there were more ups than downs but it seems like my life is juz falling from bad to worst!!!
Let's see, this week my parents forced me to go for english classes to IMPROVE my english...
Do u know why???
This is all thanks to the piano concert last sunday!!!!
They think the way i speak and the words i used was TERRIBLE!!
Actually, for the first time i agreed wit wat they are telling me cuz i haven been so embarass in my entire life!!
Phew....!
Im glad it's over now and i hope i wun make those mistakes again...

Another thing that bothers me is the fact, I LOST A POOL MATCH against my frens on the last day of skewl!
Well, as u know in one of my last post, i said that henry has got no talents at all, remember??
It was proven after jw and bak asked him to partner me against them!
Henry, u might hav tried ur best but ur best is definitely not even close to the "noob" standard of pool!

Wat else...
Oh yea, vbs is next week! Hav to stay in church the whole week to help little kids...
Im definately looking forward to meeting sum1 in vbs and her name is Jane Cheong!!!
She's the cutest gal i hav ever seen on earth!! Trust me, u will be stunt be her "cuteness"
Dun worry gals, she's only 8 and she will definitely be in my group this year due to her closeness wit me! ^^

Wana talk about love again ar?
Hrmm...
Today no mood to talk about it wor, how le?
Let's just say i stil like that sum1 even though i haven heard or receive a single thing from her since last week...
Hope she's happy at the moment cuz if she's happy then i will be happy too!
Cant wait to hear from her someday...

The End

By,

~THE MAN~

2008-11-08T05:59:00.000-08:00

(Continuation of my last post..)

I do not know wat to do cuz....

I'm Just Clueless At The Moment

after my piano teacher told me something unpredictable!!

Well, this is only the beginning of a very long journey...

I hope it goes as what i planned!

That's all from me now, hope u guys enjoy reading my blog!

Bye for now!!

Miss you guys from skewl!

Hope skewl during 2009 will be a better and more fun!!!

~(THE MAN)~

Is it my fault or is it urs?

2008-11-07T00:37:00.000-08:00

I shall "KISS" for this post so that i can go get my nap after this..
KISS means Keep It Short n Simple! So dun think other stuff especially JW cuz there isnt any gals here for me to kiss...(unless u stil consider my grandma as a gal lo)
Well, after all my post i realize i hav mistaken all along...
To think back, i think i was kinda "sot sot" or weird in most peoples language cuz

"From the beginning, i thought she changed her mind but actually it wasnt..."

Cant bliv this but my piano teacher told me everything which i hope was true....

(i actually sacrificed my outing to times square to watch james bond wit my frens to know this...)

Now that i know, i do not know wat shud i do cuz...

(will be continued...)

Sorry cuz i gotta go to take my nap now before my parents finds out that i kept on online till they return from work!

I'll Be Back!

~THE MAN~

Is LOVE worth DYING for?

2008-11-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

Cant bliv im talking about this...

BUT it's TRUE that many human beings will commit suicide facing problems that they could not solve and definately "love failure" is one of them...
There are many different types of love, and the greatest of them all is "Unconditional Love"
This love can cause human beings to do all sorts of funny things and even dangerous things that cud harm anothers life...
When sum1 loves another person wit an "unconditional love", he/she will do anything just to get their way and this basically involves acts like killing, raping(for guys only), committing suicide and many other things that u wudnt possibly think of...
Scary isnt it??
When there is a love failure, first thing a person cud ever think is committing suicide bcuz they wudnt wana go thru it all again or think of it anymore(well that's wat i think unless u can find a better reason) From that day on, they will always be afraid to try to be in another relationship bcuz they cudnt afford to fail again...
God made us with only one heart that pumps blood into our entire body, so that we cud love sum1 and once it bcums weak, there's NO CURE for it anymore. Therefore, we shud always be wary or know the possible outcome of being in a relationship..

Well, im not trying to scare u but to warn u that love takes a long time to bond like spaghetti takes a long time to cook but the End Result will always be good!(sorry yea, for using spaghetti as an example cuz im kinda hungry at the moment) hehe!

So "appreciate" the one u love most starting from now on so that NONE of wat i hav said will occur in anyones life...

So my conclusion for this post is that,

NO, Love is "not" worth Dying for!

~THE MAN~

Im stil waiting, you know...

2008-11-04T20:06:00.000-08:00

WooHoo! Fourth post edi!
I cant bliv i stil got the "semangat" to blog even though blogging 4 times in the same week!

Yesterday, went to watch HSM3 in Times Square wit my close buddies Jia Wing aka garnett and also Seng Chang aka mcgrady. Not forgetting my "not so close" fren as well, Henry aka Square. I think if Naim reads this blog, he will be like:~

"Wow! HSM3 rocks wei! U got watch Zac Efron do this ar? U got watch Zac Efron do that ar?"

Swt...!

To me, i rate it 5 out of 10 since Batman was only rated 8 out of 10 when it was that good!

Me and my frens+not so close fren played pool before and after the movie and i can tell u one thing is for sure, Henry has got No Talents in pool!(actually, i dun remember him having any talents)

I dint wana say this but me and bak's partnership help us sweep pass JW and Square without even sweating! (well, it was freezing there, so we cudnt possibly sweat even if we want to) lol!

Now back to my love life, since my blog's url begins with "lifelesswithoutlove" so viewers definately expects me to talk about love rite?

the mistake i made

actually

then..

but..

Conclusion...

Now, there's stil this QUESTION going thru my mind,

If u read it, you will finally understand how i feel.....

Written by,

~The Man~

Coincidence or Destiny? U tell me...

2008-11-02T20:05:00.000-08:00

That's my title for this third post of mine,

You guys must be wondering why this title?

Well, for those who know, yes'day was my big day bcuming an MC for my piano teacher's concert

On my way home, I went to this restaurant call the "Lucky Sin" wit my aunty and older bro for dinner, and suddenly out of nowhere, her family appeared!

I was like "WoW!!"

Im not joking!!

Before that, I actually hoped of meeting her again but not as soon as I expected!!

When i was in the car, i felt reli sad eating the whole 200g bag of gummy gummy and also drinking lots of 100 plus, thinking of wat i hav done wrong and why is she avoiding me back stage....

And till now, I stil dunno the answer....

I tried msging her asking why but she never replied me....

I wonder she ever give a damn about me or not cuz when we were at our table, i noticed that she dint even take a look or even a glance to the table where we were sitting, as though i was invisible!

Now i wished i was actually invisible so that no one can see how i feel at the moment which no word can describe....Well, this pic describes partially of wat im feeling now and i dunno whether to thank God for putting u in my life or blaming Him for my sorrow after meeting u...

If there was an potion or medicine to cure this, i will do anything to get it to forget everything that has past...Well, this is the pic that speaks my heart out, I hope you read this blog and understand it..

~(THE MAN)~

Currently feeling

~Heart Broken~

FiNallY iT's OvEr!!

2008-11-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

Yeh, everything is now officially over!!
No more worries till next week!(next week will be preparing for VBS which means Vacation Bible School)

So in this blog, I hope to talk about wat I hav done since I last blog....
Where shud i start??
So much to talk about but such little time....
Well, i composed a new song(in two days...) which doesnt hav a title yet

The song's lyric is as follows....

When you saw my face, you walked away,
When you looked at me, you kept on laughing,
Do you know,

Chorus
I gave my all,
I'll catch you when you fall,
I gave my best to you....
I hope we can start something new

When I walked by you, you turned away,
When I called your name, you're not list'ning,
Do you know,

(repeat chorus)

And so it is....
I do not wana say wat Actually inspired me to write this song,
but i think the lyrics is kinda meaningful, that's why i asked my piano teacher to allow me to play this song during the piano concert...
Which turned out to be kinda nice except for the ending which i totally screwed up!!

And wat's wit me asking about "Do you have a girlfriend??"
I know this question sounded simple, but i asked a 5 year old kid!
Haih...wat m i thinking nowadays?

In this blog, i wud also like to talk about the word "TEARS"
Well the way i wud define tears is remembrance of something important that has gone...
Why wud i say that?
Bcuz every single drops of tear u shed, it reminds you of that important something that has gone
The more you cry, the more u remember of that thing u love most...
For the song, "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie
It is absolutely rubbish to be honest, cause all humans including male and female, we all do cry no matter wat...
Rite?? Rite??
Today, for an example, I ate the whole 200g of gummy gummy bought from Famous Amos(which was suppose to be shared with WY and MX), drank lots and lots of 100 plus and tried to sleep my way into forgeting all these stuff...
The last sentence "forgetting all these stuff" is not refering to the concert but sumtin else of cuz...
I wudnt wana forget this concert cuz it "will or could" be the last one ever....
I hope it doesnt end like this....

Ladies and gentlemen, when i type (......) means im kinda sad okay, not that I like to end my sentences wit dots

On Saturday,

I played piano for my tadika!

I was an ex student from this tadika that's why im invited to play lo...

It was kinda exciting cuz I had to play solo for like 10 minutes on the stage

but to many maybe I reli played like a SOLO!!!

Okie, this is all I gotta say for now cuz im going to save my emotions for my next post!
Cuz my next post will be something bigger and better!
Bye for now!!

~(THE MAN)~

aka

Kelvin

Current emotion

Still Sad

My Very First Blog

2008-10-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

well, finally im starting to blog...
my life has been very tiring all week even though i only went to skewl once this week

this is mainly bcuz...

I have to play piano for my tadika on saturday!!

AND

Play piano for my piano teacher's concert on sunday!!

U know wat??

That's not it cuz on my piano teacher's concert, i will have to bcum the MC for that concert!!

To make the matters worst,

My partner is a GAL!!!

Normally, i wud hav been happy but partnering a gal, someone i dun even know at all, seems to make me kinda nervous and also a bit ghairah(check a malay dictionary if U dun understand) especially standing in front of a big crowd...

Till this date, i only had 3 practises wit her, and the concert is in 2 Days time!!

Now i understand the meaning of the phrase "Falling In Love"

U dun juz get 'love' when u say u want it,

But u always fall for it without knowing or expecting it...

I guessed it happened to me this week

I do not want to say who but....(speechless!)

Like the phrase, "Mean What You Say" shud hav been applied between the two of us

Cuz after u said sumtin(which u shudnt have) to me, it reli makes it hard for me to forget u...

One day, i was reli happy

And then the next day, it all changed cuz my heart sank to the deepest ocean...(honestly)

But honestly speaking, i think u cudnt forget that person(R)

That's why u showed me ur tidak apa attitude since then...

Maybe we are juz not meant for each other

Oh well, there are some happy moments of cuz,

my class won inter class basketball yesterday as expected!

Even playing wit an injured hamstring, that game is reli worth playing for especially when u can play ur hearts out with all ur good frens in skewl!

Oh yea, since this is my first time blogging,

i wud like to thank Ming Joe for belanja-ing me after skewl yesterday!

THANKS DuDe!!

Alrite, this is the end of my first post, hope u guys enjoy it (if there's sum1 reading this of cuz)

ByeBai for now!

I hope this wun be my first and last!

Ta Taa!

~(Kelvin)~

Currently feeling..

*Sad*